The beating of African drums sounded across
the otherwise silent African countryside. Scores of natives
chanted and swayed, stirring the dust and dirt beneath their
feet. I listened in amazement to the words of their songs: “Jesus
is sweet, but we never knew it...” and “We will follow God’s
ways and turn from our ways.”
This is the village of Jombogong, a village
that before this night had never heard the Gospel message.
I was thrilled to watch as they welcomed God’s words. As we
sat on wooden benches taking it all in, it became more than
just an interesting cultural experience for me. God was working,
deeply driving His vision for lost souls into my heart. And
while I welcomed that vision, I did not view it lightly, for
I saw how it would affect the rest of my life.
The six weeks serving on the team were amazing
for me. God was confirming over and over different truths about
His glory, His heart, and His will for my life. The vision began
for me at home while seeking Him about missions. What a joy
to have His vision realized not only through the lives and conversations
of those on our team and the missionaries in Ghana, but through
unforgettable experiences like the one that night in Jombogong!
This village and others had conditions and
foreign cultures that made me examine my willingness to serve
God unconditionally. Through it all, however, God gently pressed
the cry of His heart into mine: “Who will go to these My people?
My glory is at stake.” And my heart responds, “I am willing,
Lord; send me!”
Joseph Kleinsasser
I continually pray that my life will never
be the same after being in Africa. There is a sense in which
the American culture can lull me to sleep and leave me forgetting
about all the more important things of life. In Africa, God
had to take my life and shake it up a little to show me the
selfishness of my own heart.
I remember one evening when we were sitting
with Daniel Kenaston and having a discussion. He explained to
us that because he is a missionary, we expect to see one who
is living his life for the sake of the Gospel. But aren’t we
all called to be ambassadors? I was deeply challenged with the
thought that no matter what we do or where we are, we are representing
God. The Lord taught me to seek first the kingdom of God and
His righteousness, and to make everything in life subject to
that one passion to follow Christ with all my heart.
I had never seen before so clearly that to
live for Christ will cost absolutely everything. At the same
time I experienced such grace being poured into my life when
I was obedient to His authority. The cultural differences had
a wonderful way of driving me to the Lord in utter dependency.
It is quite the experience to go to the schools and even up
north into some of the villages and to see that God has pressed
eternity into the hearts of men and women. Truly, God went before
us preparing the people for the Gospel. I found that the Bible
rang true. One example would be Romans chapter one, where it
talks about our world knowing from the creation that there is
a God.
My experience in Africa is challenging me to
get involved in the Lord’s work, whatever and wherever that
may mean, and to do it with all my heart. May the Lord receive
glory from our lives.
Paige Leibee
God pressed an experience from the Zanduwa
village deep into my heart that characterized my mission’s experience.
We were on our way back from the market to the compound that
was our temporary home in Zanduwa. We walked the hot, dry and
dusty road beneath a relentless sun. Children came crowding
around us, each trying to take my hands while I looked across
the village trying to soak in Zanduwa: sounds of chattering
market noises, chickens and goats foraging around for something
in the dust amidst the circular mud huts linked one to another
by the walls that divided the village into the many compounds—all
below a blue, blue cloudless sky. I loved Zanduwa. But how was
this an answer to my prayer that the Lord would open my eyes
beyond a romantic view of missions?
I had prayed to see through the eyes of one
possibly living in a place like Zanduwa for the rest of my life.
The Lord was answering me during my walk back from the market
that day. I began musing on how easy it was to enjoy a few days
visiting a village like Zanduwa with her interesting people,
food and culture. But then I began examining the reality of
missionary work here. “What about living here for five or
ten years?” I wondered. “What about times of sickness,
loneliness and discouragement when the Gospel isn’t being accepted
and I just don’t seem to be connecting with the people? What
would I do then?” God had an answer.
God wouldn’t call me to the people of Zanduwa
simply out of my love for them. My simple love and burden would
fade in the face of difficulties. However, a burning passion
for God, a heart that beats with God’s for the people of the
earth, a driving vision to lift up the name of Jesus among every
people group, and an unquenchable, never fading, passionate
love for my King—THAT would drive me to the ends of the earth
to give every breath that I have in service to my Lord.
God answered my prayer along that dusty walk
back from the market to Zanduwa, and it broke my heart. I don’t
love God as I should, or as I want to. With every breath that
I take, I want to love my heavenly Father lavishly. My missions
experience all boils down to this renewed desire to love God
and serve Him with more of my life.
Alvin
Esh
Let there be praise; give Him the glory! God
has been very good to us—more than we deserved. Six weeks worth
of culture shock after getting away from my American comforts
was worth it. God has used this experience to begin to show
me what it really means to “lose my life in order to find
it in the end.” It has also been a very humbling experience
for me. God reminded me many times that He didn’t bring me over
to Ghana for what I could get out of it for
myself, but rather for the glory that He could
get out of my life. It is not about me, but it is about His
name and His glory! I saw many other young
souls being convicted of their sins and repenting as we ministered
in the schools across Ghana. This was perhaps the greatest reward
of my whole experience.
We were able to join our reapers over in Ghana
as kingdom seekers, seeing their hidden sacrifices as well as
share with them joys and rewards for their labors. My vision
for souls has expanded, my burden is stronger, and my heart
beats closer with God’s heartbeat for the world’s souls that
Jesus died to save. Oh that the love of my dying Savior would
beat more in my own heart! By the grace of God, I shall “lose
my life to find it.”
Lisa Weaver
Night has settled itself around us. The mosquitoes
are out in their droves. So for protection from their torment,
I tuck a net around my straw mat as I turn in for the night.
Sweat trickles down my neck as I whisper a prayer to the Lord.
Soon sleep comes, and I am oblivious to all. But somewhere around
1 o’clock something awakens me. It’s not the noise of the lizard’s
night song, nor is it the waves crashing against the rocks,
but rising above them, out in the darkness of the night, a voice.
Soon I begin to hear the words, pleading with God against sin
and the devil, praying for the Clarks, interceding for us with
great earnestness. Alone out there in the darkness, unaware
of a listening ear, someone is meeting with God. Awe and conviction
sweep over me. This national brother knows something of sacrifice
and the value of prayer that I haven’t realized, and it means
so much to him that he is willing to forfeit his sleep for it.
Tears trickle down my cheeks as my heart joins
in with the prayer, but also wells up with a desire to know
this same thing in my own life.
“God, You have a lesson for me in this. You
call us to a sacrificial living, to a fellowship in Your sufferings.
You call us to pour out as You did. How many nights did You
spend in prayer with Your Father—and is the servant greater
than his Lord? If You needed it, how much more do I? And what
is it that you seek to do through a life rightly related to
You that You cannot yet do through mine? Oh, teach me this truth
and reality in my life!”
David Loewen
After this six-week mission trip to Ghana,
I realize there is no excuse for me to avoid God’s call of spreading
the Gospel. I was praying that the Lord would send forth laborers
into His harvest. I don’t know why, but I was not considering
myself to fulfill that call.
“If our Master returned today to find millions
of people unevangelized, and looked to us for an explanation,
I cannot imagine what explanation we would have to give. Of
one thing I am certain—that most of the excuses we are accustomed
to make with such good conscience now, we shall be wholly ashamed
of then.” (Biography of J.O. Fraser)
When I look back now, I see that it was myself
that was leading my dreams and ambitions. I was not completely
allowing the Lord to do so. May the Lord have every part of
our lives, that we may not be ashamed when we meet Him on that
day!
It is clear that I must pursue and stretch
towards the goal of reaching the lost. This stretching and fighting
to fulfill God’s call is vital for my own spiritual welfare.
As an athlete runs with all his might to win the prize, he also
strengthens his body. It is my desire, therefore, that God would
grip me with a complete vision to make His name well known among
the nations, while at the same time being made worthy to fulfill
that vision by grace.
How wonderful it was to see God’s faithfulness
and His hand of protection on each one of us. He is worthy to
be praised!
Barbara Stoltzfus
While we were with Daniel and Christy, Daniel
took us to an unreached village called Jombogong. For two days
we lived with the villagers, staying in one of the compounds.
The first night was beautifully clear with the full moon above,
our only light. We all sat on benches outside of a dancing circle
of villagers. There were men, women carrying babies on their
backs, and small children all dancing around drummers in the
middle, rejoicing that the Gospel had finally come to their
village! Many other villages under the same moonlit sky, however,
still had not heard the Gospel. Who will go? “How shall
they hear without a preacher?”
God was asking me, “Barbara, are you willing
to live in a place like this, live like these people, and live
where it’s not as easy to live as it is in America, giving yourself
instead for the sake of the Gospel?”
The next evening brother Daniel preached. This
time the villagers were absolutely still as they heard the Word
of God: “And I will bring the blind by a way that they knew
not; I will lead them in paths that they have not known: I will
make darkness light before them, and crooked things straight.
These things will I do unto them, and not forsake them”
(Isa. 42:16). The light had finally come to the village of Jombogong!
While in Ghana, I also experienced a lot of
sickness. Though I was lying in bed many days while the team
was out ministering in the schools, God was always right there
for me, and I felt His grace upon my life. God taught me to
be joyful and to have a sweet spirit, even in times of sickness.
Although self-pity and discouragement crept in at times, I chose
to rest in God, being reminded several times that “...all
things work together for good to them that love God....”
God is good all the time. My time was not wasted.
Though I wouldn’t have chosen to be sick in Ghana, God taught
me lessons through it all. I knew I was exactly where God wanted
me to be in this time of my life.
Billy Waldner
My trip to Africa was life-changing and a tremendous
blessing. The weather, sights, smells, and the color of the
people’s skin are all very different. However, God showed me
that the needy souls over there are not different. The Bible
says, “He fashions their hearts alike,” and truly all
peoples of the world are the same in many ways.
Furthermore, whether living in Ghana or America,
God is calling us to live the same sacrificial life. While traveling
in Ghana and spending time with our missionaries, I sensed God
speaking to me about living a sacrificial life. We here in America
expect our missionaries to live a sacrificial life, but God
used my travels to ask of me: “What about you Billy, are you
living in a sacrificial way? Do I expect you to live differently
than the missionaries on the field?” What a blessing to learn
that it doesn’t matter where I live—I am called to live in a
self-denying way.
One of my greatest challenges in Ghana was
to come home to America and make a radical stand against the
flow of this prosperous land. By the grace of God, He can help
me to live in such a way.
Elissa Waldner
As I reflect back on the time I spent in Ghana,
my heart is thankful that the Father of compassion arrested
my mind with two truths. The first truth was seeing the desperate
need for the name of God to be lifted up by being glorified
in all the earth and made beautiful in all the nations. I was
pricked in my heart for too many times of having had a humanistic
view that salvation was for the happiness of man, and not for
the glory of God.
The second truth came while I spent time living
with those who are “white unto harvest.” As I ate their
food, observed their ways, slept in their homes, watched them
receive the Word and struggle to understand it, I could not
help but realize the Father’s longing for vessels to share more
of His Word with them. My way of looking at missions has changed;
I must personally go forth and proclaim that glorious Truth,
Life and Way. I realize now more than ever the need for the
Lord of the harvest to send forth other laborers as well who
are jealous for that name, the name He rightfully protects.
Surely it is not God’s fault that the ones He so loves are still
living in darkness!
Now that I am home, I often turn to God and
implore the One who understands all things: “Father, where are
Thy workers?”
The answer continues to come upon my soul,
and I pray it will come upon yours also: “What about you, redeemed
one, salvaged one? Will you make yourself available to pour
out your life in any way that Thy Father has need of Thee?”