When
we consider the Word of God regarding our duty to preach the
gospel to a world full of lost souls, we find a great variety
of word pictures and arguments used to communicate the compelling
nature and great responsibility of this work. Ezekiel 33 speaks
of this subject using the example of a watchman who fails in
his duty to warn the citizens of the city, and by this failure
is guilty of the blood of those who die. Romans 10 builds a
convicting argument on the fact that those who have not been
told cannot believe, and those who do not believe are lost.
II Corinthians 5 speaks of the inclusive nature of the salvation
bought by Jesus’ death and depicts us as standing between God
and men in the stead of Christ, reconciling lost men back to
their God. These and many other Scriptures reveal our responsibility
to be actively involved in the work of sharing this great gospel
news.
A Debtor’s Motives
We may prefer to look at the work of taking
the gospel to the world in the more “positive” light of watching
people’s lives being transformed and freed from bondage, of
laying up treasures in heaven by using them here to do God’s
work, or of simply loving our fellow men enough to share with
them the truth that has made us new creatures. Many verses speak
of preaching the gospel, and Paul especially makes note of the
joy he found in being an evangelist or carrier of the Good News.
If the motives of heavenly reward and joy over
lives renewed are enough to motivate you to lay down your life
for the cause of Christ, so be it. But my own testimony, which
seems to be backed up by Paul’s experience, is that there are
times when the “good feelings” are gone, either through exhaustion
or through pain of persecution. At times like these, we must
have a solid foundation of conviction and commitment to undergird
our missionary endeavors (whether here or there). Otherwise,
we will find ourselves failing to fulfill our responsibility
to a Christ-less humanity.
One foundational understanding that has been
made very clear and convincing to me over the last couple of
months is the concept of “Gospel Debtors:” “I am
a debtor both to the Greeks and also to the Barbarians;
both to the wise and also to the unwise.” (Romans 1:14).
Enslaved by Debt
Down through history, writers both sacred and
secular have written about debt and what it can do to the lives
of those who are enslaved by it. We have read of people sent
to the debt prisons or forced to sell their children to pay
off a loan. Others, though free, were forced by the load of
debt they carried to be virtual slaves to their creditors.
The Bible has much to say about debt. Verses
like Proverbs 22:7b (“the borrower is servant to the lender”)
make clear the kind of responsibility and burden that come along
with it. In modern-day North America with its consumer credit
craze, certainly all of us have known someone who through circumstances
or choices found themselves strapped to a half-dozen monthly
payments. We have watched these people make their every move
in the light of the debt “hanging over them.” We have watched
them strain to make each payment, working overtime and sacrificing
pleasures—all with the end goal of paying off their debt.
I remember as a boy the joy of my parents when
we finally paid off a medical debt after more than five years
of slowly paying it down one month at a time. I remember also
gathering for a mortgage burning with a church family whom my
parents had counseled through their debt crisis. It was a time
of rejoicing for this family who was finally able to pay off
the loan on their home. Through personal experience or through
observing others, all of us have at least a partial understanding
of the pathos of being in debt.
A Universal Debt
It is this very feeling that Paul is tapping
into when he uses the concept of debt to describe his (and our!)
responsibility to the world that is without Christ. To Paul,
it was a privilege to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ to the
Gentiles; he loved his lifework assigned to him by God. But
as he explains to the believers at Rome his motive for coming
to them, he uses the idea of his being indebted to them. In
essence, Paul was saying to them, “I am sure that I will be
coming to you sometime soon because I have a debt to pay; as
soon as possible I want to discharge this duty to you.”
But Paul does not limit his “debt” to simply
preaching to the people of Rome. In his day the world was essentially
divided into two parts: the Greeks (highly cultured and learned)
and the Barbarians (representing the rest of the world where
the Greek language and culture had not gone). When Paul spoke
of being “a debtor both to the Greeks and also to the Barbarians,”
he was in essence saying, “I am in debt to the whole world.”
A Debt That Motivates
As we labor here for Christ, we often look
to the Word of God to reinforce our conviction that God has
sent us here and to strengthen our hearts to face the constant
strain and difficulty that accompany ministry in tribal Africa.
When we contemplate God’s heart for the lost and the rewards
for the laborers, many things encourage us. At times we feel
a genuine thrill at being allowed to harvest souls for God here.
However, there are also times when God’s Word speaks to us not
in the heady realms of spiritual excitement, but in the sobering
reality of our responsibility to the world. God has used this
word picture of debt to motivate us deeply over the last few
months during some hard trials and to give us a better understanding
of why we are here.
We are real American people used to comfort,
and we need a deep heart conviction that what we are doing is
not crazy, but rather our duty, if we are going to persevere
in this field. During long hot nights when the children cry
from heat rash and the electricity is off (and hence, the fans),
during long hours that seem like days with one of the family
suffering with a high malaria fever, during long bike rides
under a scorching African sun, during weeks of particular attack
from the enemy against the emerging leadership of the church
here—it is during these times that we run in our hearts to the
strong belief that we are here not to do some good deed for
mankind or earn points for heaven, but rather to pay off a debt
that we have to God and the Konkombas.
It was during one of these times that God started
to open our eyes to the lessons we can learn from these verses,
and we would like to share this with you. Maybe your heart can
be sensitized to feel some of the responsibility Paul felt,
as we ponder our indebtedness to lost souls. Or maybe you are
growing weary in your labors as we often do. Hopefully you can
join with us in gaining a deeper understanding of God’s call
on the lives of His children and allow this truth to re-energize
your efforts.
Reasons for Indebtedness
Taking into account all of Paul’s writing regarding
his calling to preach the gospel, it is clear he felt indebted
because of two things. First, Paul held in
his heart the precious truth that could set mankind free and
restore souls to a right relationship with God. In the same
way nomads in the desert feel duty-bound to tell others where
the next oasis is, Paul felt that his possession and experience
of the gospel created an imperative as equally binding as a
debt. Paul felt indebted to both the One who gave him salvation,
and to those who, through lack of knowledge, were still lost.
Secondly, Paul had a clear
call from God that redirected the entire course of his life,
and he felt compelled to honor the obligations placed on his
life by God. Even after the Damascus-road meeting, Paul’s life
was guided by the commission that God gave to him. He looked
at his sacrifice and suffering not as something extraordinary,
but as only his reasonable service. Paul says in 1 Corinthians
9:16b, “Woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!”
From this verse, we can see this necessity is equal to a debt
which Paul felt obligated to repay in the most valuable and
rare currency of a life poured out. Paul says, “I live my life
under the realization of a tremendous debt, which will only
be repaid when all have heard of the Christ I know, or when
I die trying to finish the task.” This kind of conviction made
Paul get up from the stoning he received in Lystra and go to
the next town.
Sometimes as I bike alone for hours to a distant
village, I wonder what I am doing, and it is slowly dawning
on me that I feel under an obligation to do this work. That
obligation or necessity is not born out of a mystic force overriding
my nature or normal thinking, but rather by deeply felt understandings
of the gospel of Christ and the lost condition of the world.
Paul was drawn by the persuasive but gentle belief that he had
a debt to pay! So we see that our great missionary hero, Paul,
was at times motivated by high spiritual passion to reach the
lost, but at other times he continued to be faithful simply
because he felt under a double obligation, one divine and one
human, to keep sharing the good news.
Scenes of Indebtedness
Maybe in the cushioned and sanitized world
of North America you are not faced as often with the awfulness
of sin, therefore you do not see as clearly that you have a
debt to pay. Living here where Christ has not been known, I
feel in my very bones the debt I owe to the Konkombas when I
view their life of fear, darkness, and slavery to sin in comparison
to my own life of freedom and joy in Christ. I have a debt to
pay! View with me what I often witness, and sense the debt we
jointly owe not only to the Konkombas, but to all of the Christ-less
people groups of the world.
Driven by Debt
Now think of the feelings that surround debt,
what it does to people, and how it affects their choices. Think
about the burden they carry and the way their entire lives are
guided by the thought that they MUST repay the debt that they
owe. A debt can drive a person to do unusual things, get up
earlier, work harder and later, make sacrifices, etc. One of
the most incredible things is that though people may wonder
why a person is thus driven, once they hear that the person
is in debt, they understand perfectly. We do not blame people
who overwork to repay a debt; we rather feel it to be part of
the responsibility of a debtor to make sacrifices to settle
the debt! “He is trying to repay a debt” is a phrase that acceptably
explains many unusual behaviors.
Oh, that God would use the pathos we feel when
relating to debts and transcribe this to our hearts in the way
we view the lost and our duty to them! Oh, that it would become
common for us to do “unusual” things because of the gospel debt
we owe to the world! Have we become so used to holding the key
to the salvation of souls that we no longer feel any responsibility
to do anything with it? Has it been so long since we made a
payment that hurt that we have forgotten entirely about the
debt?
Repaying Our Debt
Certainly the ones to whom we must repay this
debt may not be able to locate and hound us, but this does not
mean that we are not guilty. Scripture declares that Judgment
Day will not only be a time of separating the damned from the
blessed, but also of facing our responsibilities and what we
did with them. The debt we owe is great, and its payment will
not be completed in our lifetime. We will not be judged by whether
we entirely paid the debt, but by whether we spent our life
in pursuit of its payment.
So often we fail because, when the excitement
wears off and we are faced with the hard realities of ministering
the gospel, we are left hanging with no real drive to propel
us back into the fray. So often our gospel work is inhibited
because only those with high spiritual desires have the motivation
to go and do, rather than our outreach being the response of
a universal debt felt by every individual in our assemblies.
Oh, if we could somehow adjust our viewpoint of our service
to God, change it from being some elite service we are providing,
and bring it down to the common idea of a debt that needs paying!
What a difference this would make if all felt the duty!
Whether we feel it or not, the responsibility
of lost souls passing into eternity even as we write IS shared
by all of us, and we will answer to the obligation laid upon
us by God as well as to the duty we have to our fellow men.
May God have mercy both on us and on the lost. May He change
our understanding of the debt we owe. May He then use this transformed
motivation to launch us out into the world with a strengthened
heart and burden to work till “the night cometh, when no
man can work” (John 9:4b).
Working with you to repay our debt here,
Daniel and Christy